Not blogging resolutions.

I'm not going to blog about my resolutions, I'm not even sure I have locked-in ones for this year.  I have ideas of course that are ongoing about how to better myself and our lives, but I don't need to put them out there to look at in a year and think "what a loser".
  I am currently in school right now (just in case in 40 years when I am reading this I forget that, ha) and I'm constantly learning new things and I love that.  And I am back in relief society and I learn a lot in those lessons as well about the gospel.  And I love that, I love learning, and I love that my parents were such a good example about always learning new things.  My parents are always reading, and not fluff stuff, real stuff.  My dad always reads at least 2 books about the place they are living in before they move there and took up birding in his 40's.  My mom is continuing her education right now after taking 38 years off and reads every genre of books out there.  But that is just a side note about how awesome they are.
I once heard my mom say that she has a few questions for the Lord when she gets to see him again, and of course she said this lightly and was not seriously questioning his great plan, but since hearing that I sometimes think about what I would ask too.  So here are somethings I would just love to ask because my meager mind just doesn't get it.
Why do some people struggle with infertility?  It seems so cruel when we are taught to go forth and multiply.
And along with that, why mis-carriages? It's like you don't feel like it was a real pregnancy, and most people don't give the opportunity to morn for the loss that is so real.
How come some people can eat whatever they want and look amazing, and some have to cut out food groups before they start losing weight?  (I'm not oblivious to that fact that most people that are in really good shape do eat right, and I eat like a cow, but still...)
There are some people out there that no matter how hard to try to be close to them just won't reciprocate.
What are we supposed to learn from our bodies getting old and not working how we want, especially our minds.
I don't understand how anyone can do anything sexual to a child, it is beyond disturbing.
It's not Aristotle stuff, but just stuff that makes me go huh?  And I will probably never get real answers, but who knows, in 40 years maybe I will.